Tuesday, January 31, 2006

i'm always the only one left alone.

in e end, all that was left around me was just a dust bowl of emptiness.

i'd rather not change my style of communication, though tt is the reason why im put to be alone.

this coldness and darkness starts to get VERY IRRITATING. i can't say im used to loneliness. this feeling sux.

my insecurities match up to a 100, because i lock my own world out to other ppl, while from inside i always seek to improve smth which i wouldnt tell ppl abt.

wad am i actually tlaking abt?! i feel so bloody stressed..

although a valuable lesson learnt, my mind continues to self destruct.