empty & cold

why do you... come to me with that cheery tone.

it is almost the same as last time. the twisting of the heart.

but i thot we were over. quits.

and yet am i suppose to stay ur pillar?

what am i to you?

does this question have multiple answers, which shift according to mood?

u cant expect me to be the same person all the time..

when u tell me ur "struggles", they dun appear that much difficult to me.

perhaps im not understanding enuff.

i have my struggles too. i have my own hell to go thru.

u wouldnt be able to understand.

i wouldnt dare to push u away.

but u haunt me.

evil and a heathen.

what am i to you. please.

i scream for understanding. just from you.