i awake to find no peace of mind.

i need to discipline myself to save money. stop spending. money shld be used properly. shall eat less, exercise more. and the thing is, if i have planned my money properly, i would have even more money technically!

ok. so the next thing i wanna chiong is for new clothes or wadever. ps2.. why did u forsake me?!
in any case i need to save la. WANTS can go later. these are NEEDS tt i need to settle.

"i'll never be alright.. its just a great big lie."