hush.

i have a long week ahead.

because of school, i'm disabled for work. have to stay and do filming for the ICM presentation to the clients, so therefore it means overtime for the VIDEO CLUB.

i'm okay with it, just maybe thinking it could really consume some energy here... monday will end quite late, and wednesday as well. considering that tuesday becomes the only rest day, because thursday is BS, and friday is daniel's birthday party.

i'm beginning to feel tuesday is going to be busy as well.

next monday, i get to meet up with secondary school dudes... the lower sec friends who are well, more sane. i look forward.

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ANGELS OR DEVILS by DISHWALLA

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time I will fall
Into a place that fails us all inside

And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
Will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
And are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
And are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see

Well I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
And are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
And are we ever gonna come back down, come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

And if I were to give in
I'd give it up and then
Take a breath, make it deep
'Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one that could make us cold
Could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

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it doesn't mean end of the world. it just means spend more time alone first.