you fucked up my life.

to make me feel better? wad sort of lameass excuse is that!
i have only been the fool from the start, being puppetted and played around all in the heart.
dun say i dun understand. whos the one that doesnt?
stop making urself look so good.

you knew it was an illusion you were creating didn't you?
thanks a lot, you fucked up my life.
i dun see a need to show compassion to ppl anymore since this is the reward i get from you.
well done. brilliant.

you call it being nice?! what lame excuse?!
all the htings i did, was just to get you to be nice?! NICE?!
it aint a crime to be nice.
it is a crime to play with a heart.

fuck this world. taste your own medicine.
i dun need your sorrys! As if it will mend anything!
Bottom of the abyss, what can i do now?!
what can you even do with a sorry?

everyone, i thank you all.
showed me the light.
i was foolish, never accepted it.
and now, i regret ur wisdom.

i would have rather not chosen to burn
why? must it lead to this?
do you think i even enjoy this?
oh my, wad a life you've destroyed.

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im gone already. this is the end result. im sorry.