let's make this last forever.

in explanation to previous post... it's more of bad mood la. explain more next time.

im feeling restless, but tmr im gonna do some exercising at the coast! east! alright, its time to work out and remove the flab! make out the well-defined PACK! not one! but an even number! wahahha

a bit siao, at the VERY LAST WEEK of holidays i do workout. i reduced the folds on my stomach to just 1! from 2. BIG improvement.

church camp was cancelled. great, i feel like im being made fun of, considering last year i couldnt go because of time schedules, now time schedules are fine but it is cancelled. i mean... HAARRRROOOWWW...

but it wont be tt bad, it will save me money.

OH DUN RUB IT IN ABT MONEY! BILLS BILLS BILLS! i m grateful my parents are good to me... settling bills for me and all tt, but seriously i feel tt i shld not take them for granted anymore. feel like working, but.. school term, etc etc.

i will be starving myself more la, so tt i can save more money. and PS2 is on its repair, i certainly hope it lasts me VERY long. handphone bills are billed to me, i feel the fear already, and yea, its basically paying back wad i owe la. i figured if i paid my parents back how they took care of me, im still a long ways to go.

haiz, i rather let these things be my concern than more ridiculous stuff... its priority too la.

here's a BLINK song, fun video.. catch it on youtube too.

FIRST DATE - BLINK 182

In the car, I just cant wait...
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didnt know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you'll think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Lets go... don't wait... this night's almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for one minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please dont look at me with those eyes
Please dont hint that your capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss

Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever

Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever

Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever