white roses.

it's stupid to type abstract or unclear rubbish, so i'll keep this short.

i'm very disturbed.

maybe i'm about to explode. something like the last time. but this time it's even weirder.

maybe trying so hard for a reason that nobody will notice is dumb. why try so hard, will it be noticed.

let me explain that this is not an attention-seeking attempt. this matter requires to be captured and observed.

but obviously not working out too well.

and i am already quite the damn sian. the DAMN SIAN.

i really don't need this stuff anymore. why is it i cannot be left in peace, but be always left haunted with such unnecessary stuff?

to post at noon, this really means something.