life love taught me to die.

not really.

love taught me HOW to die. through emotion strangulation.

it also taught me not to be stupid and let that method get on you.

ALRIGHT, i'm on a sort of emotional streak! shoot me! maybe it's because i'm bored, tired of racing in NFSU2 or INITIAL D, etc...

emotional support is dumb. i need it, but it won't be given. God, like, show me a path. or maybe you're telling me that relying on you will be enough. i know it will be, but, stupid me is too human and falls to skeptism. teach me to trust everything is in Your hands.

or maybe i know You're in control. maybe doubtful. please remove my doubt and trust You.

ok i need a grip. GRIP!