flowers are bad.

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okok, fine. but i still won't go ahead.

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anyway i am damn tired, and i'm about to fall sick anytime soon. pray for me people.

and you know, BS is like a really reflective time. i take it quite seriously... can't let it slip when it goes to self-evaluation.

i have to forgive the old me. pride, human strength, all these i know has no value at all.

and i have to go back to God.

yea, it's not safe to say i know what i'm doing. not safe at all.