i, i, i... me, me, me.

that's the start of pride.

if i keep thinking like this, it's going to be a great fall. i should stop trusting too much of my own strength. there are things i can't do, so i had better lift it up to God then.

shouldn't and don't need to feel helpless. remember that God is with me all the time.

man, i have to start getting out of the sianness, but this time i can't do it alone. need plenty of God.

just look at the way i talk, write and whatever. it's always I this I that. so self-centered. sounds so wrong. i'm not powerful.

and about things i can't do, let it go... the messiahnic behaviour will surely kill.

tired. really bored of this entire cycle.