master of puppets is pulling your strings.

haven blogged in a week..

its been an almost interesting week... seriously. things happen.. and i feel like.. crap. what is this familiar feeling. i don't seem to trust it.

i feel so... weird.

"it's okay to be back." it's freaking ringing in my head.

why??? screw the devil.

this is so... dangerous.
i know it's a freaking huge risk.

considering i am such a risk-taking a person, a gambler on issues... it seems this situation was automatic.

all could be alright.. i was moving on.. but what should i do?

i hate myself for not being heartless enough. shit. everything would have been smooth. it was smooth.. until.. a direct twist in events.

arghh gamble again?