i'd like to think the best of me.

this SUCKS.

really sucks.

i lost myself again.

i need to set these rules.

1)DO NOT BE A FUCKING IDIOT.
2)DO NOT BE A FUCKING IDIOT.
3)DO NOT BE A FUCKING IDIOT.
4)GO BACK TO (1)

yes. at least i feel more comfortable now.

i don't like being weak! i have to stop! i need the strength and power to move!

spare me some magic.