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moooooodddyyy sswwwwiiinnngggsssss....

mmmoooodddyyy ssswwiinnggssss.....

kIdS pLs dUnCh foCkiNg TyPe LiKe ThiS mY EyES fOCKinG hUrT WheNeVeR U Do Tt WoOrX!

ok. complete random. that was what i saw being typed at some blog of this junior. can't remember which blog already... was searching during DMA because of explanations part. not paying attention, so just blog hop for juniors. yes it's true, there are people who type like that and they make reading damn difficult! and what the hell is worx!? i don't think it freaking exists in the chinese dictionary! even if it did, chinese was really never meant to be combined with english! what the hell?!

as you can see i'm really on a mood swing. i think it must be the fatigue.

jamming was fun as usual... but i still feel the bass still feel a lack somehow. i really need to listen to all the songs... and really practice the sounds.. bass doesn't sound good enough. never has been anyway, but i should try my best. i like playing first date. it's a fun song. somehow i do the singing (don't ask anything damn it.) and the bass riff is fun enough. when i play this song i can focus better... maybe because i'm more familiar with the riff already plus i like the song.

hopefully can jam the more hardcore songs. i look forward to jamming franz ferdinand and all that. but first things i need to get that bass guitar (jon's) re-strung as the strings are stock strings... and they rusted already. have to get the stainless ones.

unfortunately for bass guitar, strings aren't cheap. normal guitar strings... average price can reach about $8- $20? i'm not very sure. however low-end bass strings already cost $25 and does not include the service of re-stringing for you. and obviously the low-ends are not what i am looking for, so i can expect about $30++ at least. jos once saw $60+ with re-stringing. wait till i slide too much, get the tetanus, then maybe i understand the need to get the new strings.

by the way...

damn. i shouldn't think so much about feelings. there is some screw-up with the way i feel nowadays i suppose. error in its code, malfunction, etc. rejection is not a fun thing when it's in your face huh? ok, i did get over it, but you know, the part where it rings in your head every morning... well, it isn't fun at all when i really think i am over with it and moving to do the next move.

damn don't trap me in a cycle. it is this that kills the heart in me. i would treasure what i have, instead of gamble big time and lose big time. life would be fun with gambles, but hell, i get the fear factor already.

i should do what my heart feels is right i suppose? then again...

what is right? i hate the inability to know anything.