twisting your minds, smashing your dreams.

i haven't blogged for a long time huh.

finally, i can see a slowdown to rest. workload is balancing bit by bit. last week was a fierce war because of MMR. we are so damn tired.

a quick runthrough.

TUES: Met KWA-sama to go through our questions from MONDAY. a very fast go through, since we didn't have much questions. Decided that we had to sit down and spawn a lot of questions.

WED: LSC. Hopping room to room because of problems (stink room, OHP spoil, etc).

THURS: Went for OM. the same stuff as usual. i am kind of bored, but i know i MUST do well. Alwyn and Bob didn't come that day, apparently they watched the Barcelona VS Arsenal match till the early morning, so they decided to skip that day. The girls with me and Dong went to HV to eat. Weather was horribly hot, even though laksa or nasi lemak is nice, weather kills us. we went to COLD STORAGE to get some extra stuff. bought some lousy ripoff of a vodka. then returned for FW. crazy old woman as usual. well, we were presented a new CA to add to the load, it's one of those ridiculous 1200++ words essay about some inspiring shit that happened in your life. Give me a break. my life is perfect. hahaha.

A bit more to note was what happened during BS. it was me, joshua and pastor, talking youth stuff. a plan was set, and we are proceeding. i haven't started my part yet; it's hard to catch people. especially... well, i don't feel like talking about it suddenly.

FRI: CONB test where my mind froze towards the end. but it wasn't hard, it was from tutorials. Luckily i have been studying on the trains to school. then went with the guys to marina to have steamboat, which wasn't very satisfying. i feel that i ate $12 worth of meat. that is really scary. it's not just any meat, just a lot of chicken. that's crazy! travelled home and studied law.

SAT: LAW test. it sucks to have ANOTHER TEST because i was already so damn tired already. but it was not too hard, conquerable. after that was the monster war at von's house to do MMR. spawned 50+ questions within 5 hours. first 2 hours, it was productive. toward the end we were dying already. all of us went crazy. finished at 5, and i was late for fellowship BIG TIME. i apologised to huiru for leaving the gospel presentation all to her. not very nice, you know, since she not so familiar also. i was also half-poisoned by the food from Friday, killer, make me want to crap all the time. plus the energy level in me was near zero, was so tired as i walked and conquered the remaining time.

SUN: went for service and listened to sermon. i hope i don't let stupid mistakes i do get in the way of blessings. then went to west coast park to take photos for the GEMS project. it felt weird because i was taking pictures of kids playing at the playgrounds and all that... so damn paedophilic. haha. then went to HV for dinner and watched SGIDOL there, quite stupid and funny.

TODAY: no MMR tutorial, but went early to meet KWA-sama to show her our SAT research. good good, she didn't go vertical strikes against me, it will make me go crazy. have to prepare the powerpoint soon to present to her. after that went to get Bob and MAY babies' birthday cake. nice, tiramisu! ok, a bit horrific because it reminds me of DMA, soon due. have already planned out the day-to-day events for my work load. RAJAN also mentioned that the CONB test had everyone scoring above 70++, except for 1 or 2, who missed out questions. whoopee. i feel great.

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in general, this was a boring week, but it was a tiring one, and i ended up blogging about it today. by blogging, i have lost my stamina to even go and play FF8 already. argh! but won't have time to play any more, with the stupid FW CA, DMA, GEMS, how to play?!?!?! and also i hope that law does just as well as CONB.

for this week, i am going to borrow the iBook from the DMS to do my DMA tomorrow night until wednesday. wednesday i will most probably be in DMS doing DMA also. thursday is the OM test, but there is no FW, so after OM tutorial at 12, i may sit in DMS and just do DMA and hopefully finish by then before the OM test at 5.30. maybe GEMS i will deal with it on wednesday night, but the priority goes into preparing the MMR powerpoint, even though GEMS' submission is on thursday, i should be able to smoke out something for submission. that's about all, and i will battle the freaking FW next week!

everything is so work-related, i lost my personal life. oh well, as long as nothing weird pops up, i need to talk to TIFA-san also, quickly deal with all this personal stuff first, don't want to compromise my school stuff for now. huh what are my emotions? :)