my feelings are more important than yours.

longer post ahead.. stuff to blog abt la.. bored mah.

wow. econs is over.

ok. if God is willing, i will pass. lets not talk abt C la. i dun suppose i can get considering the LOUSY definitions. if worse case.. which i dunno... i dun wanna talk abt it.

ok.. been planning to buy a guitar.. but acoustic or electric? electric sure gonna cost about $600.. as in the whole thing.. my estimate is like a $350++ guitar.. den amp gonna cost $200++.. ex la, but u need good stuff wad. can last. better than lousy shit.

on other hand.. acoustic.. i got a very good deal.. MAESTRO.. local brand. its really impressive.. $300 full acoustic. its very warm sound.. nice to press.. guy will restring free.. got free first time setup thingy.. wow.. good lor.(doesnt sell bag.. so plus bag maybe.. $320?) but i wondering wif acoustic play wad sia. i need a lot of songs to play wif an acoustic.. jos reckons tt the maestro one will QIE everybody's guitar in church.. including kel's RED guitar and eddie's SEMI-ACOUSTIC guitar.

another plan is i go drums la. two plans on this: one is i go yamaha school.. but they teach dman alot of theory la! mafan like hell. but that shld be easier. i tink ex sia. second plan is to do private.. but private need own drum set.. who the hell have drums in HDB flat! wanna get complained!?!!

abit overstressed. gonna start IPRA quick. cos its the one to get A! yes GPA 2.5 is possible! GENE MAKES IT POSSIBLE IF HE TRIED. hahah wad rubbish. yes. im typing crap now.

i need new games. how many times have i completed NFS:MW!? how many cars do i have?! ninja gaiden black left..(hard mode.. is REALLY hard). SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG(complete a lot of times also.. besides these games same one)...

oh i want to study. zzz

btw i saw a MOMO look-alike today. behind look exactly.. same tan.. same pink obsession(schoolbag hairband).. IJ uniform. wow. kinda reminds me how cute she was. OH COME ON GET OVER IT. there are hundreds of ppl like tt.

sorry la!! i still no selfesteem mah! this sort of scenario. im not like my dudes u know. ppl calling them cute or handsome. haha. (but selfesteem already damaged. if ever someone called me that i will be like huh?) but then.. next time i see MOMO.. i will just sian. i dun tink of revenging. dumb la. in any case.. i can only.. WISH HER ALL THE BEST IN HER FUTURE ENDEAVORS.

ergh. im warning myself. stay focused the way i am. or im gonna lose it again. stay focused. 3 choices.. stay focused...; SNAP...; fall into the trap again, end up in scenario. preferably.. i like choice 1 best. 2 means stupid-er eugene. 3 means.. stupid-est eugene. hmm.