tragedy supersized

ok. maybe today was weird, considering class. IPRA is weirdly more productive than econs. CHAM LA. oh well. its nothing special

its 2 more days! how exciting. i dunno la. if it does take a switch its gonna be another SIAN!

2 more days. december 2nd is boring.

sick.

yes ppl i am officially sick. second fever in the year, states the doctor. 38.3 degrees, ok la, not too bad hor. haha.

feeling was horrible. my head feels so heavy tt i can barely get up. BARELY. i just feel like sleeping forever man..

and i keep missing out on school. better brush up on the econs more. well, at tis rate im already like.. dying. zz tis sucked. but im better already. have to discipline myself to complete the medicine.

3.More.Days.

crush this bleeding heart.

4 more days.

ok im really tired now considering i slept one hour in eddamant's house. last night was bbq at caleb's, so yea, pretty shack.
special thanks to liyun and huiru for getting me the pendant. a bit funny, considering it wrote Wu Di in Fan Ti and they gave jos and eddamant some cool logos like the old pod logo sarah bought for me. its ok though, the thought is really appreciated. REAL MANY THANKS!

eddamant's house was spent doing wp, sleeping for two hours till 330 due to insane heat, den ps2 till 6am. after tt i will only slack before catching some shuteye till 645 and slack. now here i am at WP, hungry and sleepy.

she is back. im waiting. if not, i will be happointed(happy+disappointed) again bcos maybe i get to spend time with the dudes from church. its good to be wif them, yet a shame i cant be wif her.

i dun expect much.

4 more days.

pathetic!

it is so pathetic isnt it, the way we spend life nowadays.

ok la. its one of my personal issues which i feel abt. u know wad it is. u dun, too bad. haha. well i feel damn angry wif myself cos i despise myself to the extent that i feel i lost all my pride abit. do so much for nothing. oh wells..

ahah. today was fun. no need to talk abt it.

6 more days. i wait.

tragedy's symphony

DVPA IS DONE!
helped out abit wif battle royale class edition. haha its better when u have eviller thots and cooler writing. haha im so full of myself. not. haha

ohwells. it will be over soon

my birthdaywill speak alot for itself. see me on tt day den. hahah

morbid.obsession

felt like blogging a little.

it keeps ringing in my head!

argh. too stressed...

i'm hungry

at school rite now for WP. oh my.. test coming soon and i have not studied? what's really new?

heard that IPRA is not on today, leaving us wif a 3 hr break. GOSH. how boring! and hopefully, i'll be motivated to go NW. i have quite bad attendance tis sem! better go gene better go gene better go gene.

i need to play a bit of games. and btw my strumming has improved.. tts TOO COOL! but its cool to play some worship songs sometime. i realise such songs are great ways to improve... at the same time it does help my spiritual health.. or lack thereof.

sianz. making sure i enjoy life. . . while i can.

chrysanthemum

came home from church just only. wedding tmr... stayed to do some deco..

quite sad was they bought wrong flowers for the bride and groom.. yup.. u can guess what they bought. hilarious.. can u imagine proposing to ur girlfren wif those!?

anyway quick sum up of events. ytd was at janan's hse doing some deco, play xbox and slack lor. left wif jos in the morning to go store meeting. den the pains return lor. after meeting rush home to take pills. i seriously tink this ulcer inside my stomach kills me. treatment how? maybe i'll just take the medicinal trip. which is an assumption method lar.

fellowship today as per normal. guitar fellowshipping abit. haha.. its good to play once in a while, but i guess its dead music, music that has no proper purpose. oh well, i cant expect much. not from the current state i am in now anyways.

anyway, she's flown to aussie... i dunno if she received the msg.
i need hope. well. ive been doing some thinking.. and wondering where i am in a heart.


i hope i dun get chrysanthemum flowers anytime soon due to these.

end draws near.

what a day.

not tt it has been overly active or wad, but i have been very sick. stupid sinus. consumed my energy.

woke up tis morning to realise tt i have not done news writing assignment. PANICKED! then had to make such a decision of

A) ECONS LECTURE. I've been so lost already, better try to catch up, if not im goner.

B) ASSIGNMENT. Rush to library, do the assignment, then head for NW class. Skip Econs.

I went for B eventually. took a cab down to school cos i was late.. i need time. reach there.. FUCK! NO admin card! how to book comp! sian lor. had to wait for the stupid R5 comps to load up. some IT guy was doing some maintenance.. den cannot use. too late la! den help came.

RACHEL KEE! haha. thank God for her sia. if she didnt pon econs and see me coincidentally, im DED. so we quickly do on one comp, den we rush to class. a bit late, but still got pass up assignment. good nuff.

den went out to JP. makan. but i tell u, i was feeling damn horrible. VERY horrible. curse me for being a tree killer, how much tissue i used. crazy. den came back for DVPA. fun of course. hahaha resident evil is nostalgic.

came home to sleep. so here i am. after dinner and shower. but still leaky nose. fuck i dun wan to pon tmr la. zzz.. hopefully get better also. tmr nite at janan's. chiong again.

btw, still tinking abt some other stuff. time bomb is clocking.

let the blog come alive.

maybe. lets try out ok, see if i can regularly maintain the blog. i kinda needing it.. first post is test post as usual, fucking blogger aint working.