negation.

so sick.. down with flu and sore eyes and fever and headache! basically, it's called sinus.

i got a job already! well, two actually... one at SENTOSA, the other back at OLIVER RICH. i'm so going to dry my energy. oh well.

and i haven't gymmed for a week. i have to go soon! hopefully this stupid flu is settled by then. maybe tomorrow.

yonn zher is flying off to USA tomorrow. though i don't really know him, but i'm sending him off at the airport tomorrow afternoon before BS.

oh my... energy is draining away so badly. horrible feeling, i say.

you do notice the number of paragraphs i'm using? this means i'm not very organized for the moment... i can't seem to put my thoughts in a string.. now it's in series and becoming multiples. usually i can blog in few paragraphs.. but i guess the headache is getting to me. the relevance and following up to each paragraph doesn't make sense at all huh.

oh well. end here and rest.

the mind games again.

what is this?

By Rachel. this is the first time i'm doing such stuff... maybe the last too.

1) Do the following without complaints.
2) Choose 5 persons to do this after you have completed yours.
3) Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.

Favourite colour: Black
Favourite food: Char Kway Teow
Favourite movie: No particular favourite
Favourite sport: No particular favourite
Favourite day of the week: Sunday
Favourite ice-cream: Vanilla
Favourite TV shows: I don't watch TV.

Current mood: Tired.
Current taste: What?
Current clothes: T-shirt and berms
Current desktop: Ferrari 599 GTB
Current toenail colour: No.
Current time: 2357PM
Current annoyance: I'm fine really.
Current thoughts: Stupid PS2.

First best friend:
First crush: Primary School
First movie: Who the hell remembers?
First lie: " "
First music: I think it's Take That.

Last cigarette: Never had one.
Last drink: Lychee Milk Tea
Last car ride: Swift, on the way to school.
Last crush: * * * * *
Last phone call: Janan, asking for Jingyi about him going to CC tomorrow.
Last CD played: CD... *sniggers*

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No luck.
Have you ever broken the law: Vandalism i suppose.
Have you ever been arrested: No
Have you ever skinny dipped: No
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Would you?

You guys can choose to do it. Let me know about you guys too.. put on your blog huh.

tell me what you want to know

sweet celebration of the end of the exams!

my plans have been wrecked by my stupid PS2.. the lens are screwed already, no point fixing it AGAIN. it can only play certain games, and it chose to not play my new games, KINGDOM HEARTS 2 and GODFATHER. why?! why did you forsake me you stupid !@*()$*!@)) !!!

hopefully, i can get the job at sentosa. 5.80 per hour is really good! then i can start clearing debts, then start saving on the =PS3 FUND=. of course the fund splits here and there. may come across for different needs... things like new bass strings, new bass guitar and all that could come in at anytime. speaking of musical instruments, my guitar skills get worse each day... without touching it it will affect my performance with it. i'm putting it down anyway... focusing on the bass guitar. i want to play big, so here is a way to start learning... by mastering covers. well, the band thing still needs some focus, so well at least on my part i would just do my best.

von and suffy have gone to jolly old LONDON, ENGLAND, whilst joanie and rachel will be leaving for NEW DELHI, INDIA in 3 days. they will be back like somewhere in the september start. that means school people we're on hold from going out... all the main are out away.

looking forward to SATURDAY@SEVEN. time for the Lord's ministry to grow, through His Hand, and His ministry that will work to gather souls to win. Time to do God's work.

i'm thinking that this holiday will be one of the weirdest i will have. and also, with holidays, problems always arise... same problems. supression and repression stages are already beginning. GO!

something to cheer us up...

MIDNIGHT SHOW by KILLERS

I know what you want.
I'm gonna take you to a midnight show tonight.
If you can keep a secret.
I've got a blanket in the backseat on my mind,
And a little place that sits beneath the sky.
She turned her face to speak,
But no one heard her cry.
Drive faster, boy.
Drive faster, boy.

I know there's a hope.
There's too many people tryin' to help me cope.
You got a real short skirt.
I wanna look up
Look up
Look up
Yeah, Yeah.

We were just in time.
Let me take a little more off your mind.
There's something in my head
Somewhere in the back sayin'
We were just a good thing
We were such a good thing.
Make it go away without a word
But promise me you'll stay and fix these things i've hurt.
Make it go away.
Drive faster, boy.

The crashing tide can't hide a guilty girl.
With jealous hearts that start with gloss and curls.
I took my baby's breath
Beneath the chandaleir
Of stars and atmosphere,
And watched her disappear.
Into the midnight show.
Faster
Faster
Faster
Faster
Faster
Faster
Oh no no no no no no
NO no no no no
If you can keep a secret
Well baby, I can keep
If you can keep a secret
If you can keep a secret.
I can keep a secret.
If you can keep a secret,
Well baby, i can keep
If you can keep a secret.

see any relevance, no. me neither. it's a song to put me empty.

an act of God could save us.

it's the halftime clock of the examination period... LSC and CONB.. *cough* i have the black lung.. smoking plus passive smoking from everyone around me.

and i'm proud to declare i am feeling better already! for those who encourage, thank you... i humbly thank you all. accelerate forward!

this week was pretty weird. i was so easily distracted.. kept playing KINGDOM HEARTS! so determined to complete it (which i did so today.. finally, if not OM and MMR are dead.) but for LSC and CONB, i studied so little! something not right.. the semester has turned out pretty well, and i shouldn't waste the blessing God has given! DON'T! WASTE! IT! GENE!

there are so many things i want to do.. it's all keeping me very distracted. i want to play the bass well.. learn the drums (coordinate with the bass) and etc etc. shall work this holiday, to clear debts.. i need to know how to control my spending.. it's all wrong. i told myself that since last year... and i MUST do something about it.

anyway, some pics from national day with sze bim and her friends. the fireworks were pretty impressive... take a look. shall let it end from here.



at the car park.. many people were already waiting for this festival of lights.



sze bim! her yukata is really nice. although the weird stares she received were common, she wasn't affected.. good for you! it is quite a lesson.. teaches us to dare to do things.



it begins.






ending finale...

let God be glorified.

photo festival.

most probably, this is the last photo festival before the exams... so here is a runthrough of photos WAY BACK to yesterday.



guess who.



first shot to test the camera... rachel looks below average... ok all settings good to go. haha. :X

this is the MMR-zone... you guys should take a look at yourselves.







^^ remember this pic? look at the magic in the album cover.



CONB ZONE


so many school shots. we were stressed!



bruise.

this set is the birthday celebration in church for august babies. i took the pic of the cake that's all... after that took pictures of jadah.. son of pastor geoffrey.








and finally, yesterday's highlight... NEOPRINT-O. i reserve the comments on anything... i keep quiet.. you all want to say anything.. flood my tagboard. haha.












and to finish off... an album cover.. as usual. :)



photo festival.. *sob sob*... about 30 pics posted today.

had it with this game.

yesterday was pretty fun...

ok maybe minus the first part. don't really want to talk about the incident. but after submissions of FW and DMA, the crew of me, von, yin, joan, dong, bob, suffy, rachel went to sakae sushi! it has left me severely broke... hur.. after a while we were joined by nisa and afiq, then went on a crazy spree of NEOPRINT-O at cineleisure!

i swear neoprint-o works wonders. people like me and farid who had poorer complexion looked awesome. the lighting is magic. haha

and ended off really late... went home for dinner (after a sakae buffet).

nothing to really blog about.. i think i enjoy my friends' company.

and i saw the HG Kurohige Kiki Ippatsu at CINE! but $60, and it's the mini version... i want to get the big one from JAPAN!! AHH!!

*gene disconnects*

men hide their feelings. i bury mine.

mmr is over...

now we're left with DMA and FW... and GEMS

Director is being operated by von... if nothing goes wrong then we can even finish it tonight.

FW.. starts tomorrow night. finish it, then left with GEMS. will go out and take a few photos based on themes.

i need a retreat.. my thinking path ain't right at all. everything is so off.. GENE IS SO FULL OF HIMSELF. so.. not me!

everything is a dumb situation around me. i feel so upset. i need to take a breather. oh well, at least with the national day coming, everyone can celebrate the nation, i can mediate upon myself.

rest, man, rest your head.

coming out of my cage.

yes.. MMR at 85%!

my part is done.. awaiting any orders from the rest of the team...

i can only conclude that projects screw minds. all of us took a warping turn. its the damn media industry huh! i need a slow break from my mind... need to sort out this SCHOOL-ish attitude within me.. makes me so bloody self-centered! WRONG! need to deal with my life... everything has been screwing around...

thankfully, it's already friday. leaving FW and DMA, it will be exams. during the breaks given, i will have to go through meditation. seriously.

i think all of us peeps in school feel so tired. thank God for monday's Sakae outing after submissions.. perfect for us to rebond and set aside work at last.

i must beat the release of my mind... why am i being prideful? is there a way to cope with all this crap?!

God, i need You so much now. take me away from all this... i lift all these to You.. take them.. destroy them.. PLEASE!!

argh. i have gone mental so badly.

sing, sing, sing, sing.

it's been a while i made a cover, so here is Farid with his weird alias. don't ask me, ask him.



dong's photography. pretty cool huh?

no contents. not today :)