I'm not here for trouble.

It just went and passed, the week it did.

Done with AM. This week means more hell.. Tomorrow is the due for the report, Thursday is the due for the TVSM CA presentation (which we have been informed only last Thursday) and Friday is the MPP presentation.

The week is going to be so heavy I won't even know what hit me! Wow. This is week 10. Week 11 has... AM presentation. Which I have not started on, but most probably the weekday is for that reason. Activation of creative mind must begin! Week 12 has Entrepreneurship CA submission and Finance project submission.

What a December. A December to Dismember (ECW PPV). Right.

I could do with a little less social needs. But I struggle. It makes me colder... Brrr.

How can I possibly be relaxing... Does playing games make me relax? No, it's just a mental escape. That isn't rest enough. But I shouldn't be complaining. The cohort is suffering along too (most of them should be). Not saying that they must suffer, but they should be struggling too.

There is no right blog post I have ever managed to put up here. I need to improve on writing techniques again.

Orchestra of Pain: the world was crazy today.

I'd like to think that at times, I'm the one with the problem... But no, not necessarily the case.

Assessing it from all angles, I'm not wrong.

Relaxed questions which have no harm intent get answers which seemed like snarls. I feel it's very rude. But of course, we should take it the mature approach and just forget about it.

Fast-paced life, what are we trying to satisfy?

I'm almost 18, give me a break... I don't mean to snap at parents rudely... I have always taken it calmly and quietly, but not today... I know I was wrong, but why don't they start really looking at what I do and really start considering I'm an adult? Seriously, I think I'm independent enough.

This is the orchestra of pain which I feel so disturbed by. Pain of struggle. May I ask for the music to stop?

I'm sorry, world, for feeling this way. But hey, why don't you try being me for a day?

Just a little too crazy.

cold touch.

It's been almost a month since I talked about anything personal. Not that I didn't want to, but more of like I don't know what to say. The photos should speak a little of what I've been doing. But those are events. Inside there is nothing to really say, or should I say, describe.

I'm ashamed that I have drawn a distance from God yet haven't done anything about it. The complacency and tendency to take things for granted is just so wrong. Although on one hand I feel I cannot expect too much from myself, but I sincerely want to do something about this prideful attitude.

I should be careful about passing judgements... Then again, who am I to judge anybody?

Let's not curse life for the things around us, but start looking at the angle they are coming from. If it's really really against you, then by all means curse and swear at it. Let's be objective when cursing and swearing about it.

That about sums up some stuff in my life. I have no heart, no mind, no soul, therefore this is roughly about the sort of blog post I can give to you all as an update of personal life.

Cheers.

just a bunch of gibberish.

This blog is now ONE(1) years old.

It's a tiring week...

One change and you'll see.

forbidden fruit.

Instead of using a cheesy title like "The Apprentice" or whatever sorts, perhaps it's best to keep it simple. I'm going to take this photo and frame it up on my wall collection.

I like wearing such stuffs. It emits an aura of intelligence and wisdom... And maybe something related to money, whatever. With the whole class wearing it, we seem like one whole office itself. Never mind, it's okay people, I will remember you all when I make it to the billions. You guys can help me out in the hygiene department, be my secretary, etc...

Right.

In other news, the long wait for games is OVER! The releases of Final Fantasy XII, Need For Speed: Carbon and Bully, are leaving me spoilt for choice. Can't really choose what to play first, but for now I'm thinking of brainless, so I suppose I'm putting in more effort into NFS. Wrong timings, since the work is just a bit more demanding.

I've already finished watching the first season of Prison Break, and I must say it was an interesting way to spend late nights. Suspense... for once it felt so real. Could feel the show so well. I've never been sunken like this. Perhaps it's just the bass speaker simulating the heartbeats.

I'm wondering how to finish this entry. I wanted to update about myself, but I suppose it's not necessary.

Death by degrees,

Ain't it cool? Tuesday was Halloween, and being Singaporeans, the streets were very normal. But not in SP, with the class deciding to play around. The costume was bought from Toys'R'Us PARAGON, and it cost $25. Not bad, and it even had the sickle for sale at $4.90, but we didn't buy it because it didn't seem so necessary. It was attention-grabbing enough.



I brought it to church on a quiet Sunday afternoon and had fun just walking around in it. It wasn't too hot, but I'd say it was mighty fun. Kids beware, stay 10 feet away. Mishael looked so freaked ICE COLD.

And then, the moments in school. Multiple ghouls terrorizing the entire SB, whoa. I should have taken a picture of myself queueing for food, buying drinks and doing some common miscellanous stuff. The mask was totally clear, and I can see people even 10 metres away. But people don't seem to realise that, as they have waved their hands in front of me thinking I didn't notice just because I didn't flinch. I guess its instinct because the mask felt like some protection of some sort. Combine that mask with just a pair of jeans you look completely executioner-ish.





Lectures. Death sits in like normal, sleeps like normal and camwhores. That's NEW! You can sleep without being caught at all... Dong was practically breathing loudly next to me.






Visited Kwa-sama who had a fun time playing with us. Doris too!



Masks out, let us catch a breath of clean air.



Bob has the best look for the summoner that brings us forth.



OOHH scary.

I really enjoyed myself. Fun Halloween, we should do something crazier next year! Life has no fun if we aren't crazy.

No "life talks" today. =)