this world is spinning inside me.

Half bad day.

Woke up on a wrong start. Stupid dreams again... It's one of those ZOMBIE dreams... Where the whole country is plagued with zombies. I actually stepped out of some NEL station with some other people (which I can't remember... You know that dream memory is extremely fragile) and the station was like infested with zombies? So we all swung chainsaws and started cutting heads and running for the exit. The thing about the dreams recently is I have begun to travel VERY FAST in them... As in my running speed in a dream. And of course there is this unbreakable stamina too. But it's a dream. There were some other details too, weird though, but I thought the zombie elements would do for a blog post.

Mornings have always been irritating in this house, and I really felt that breaking feeling today, so it really got me to GET OUT of the house. I reached the station and realised I forgot my wallet.

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Whatever could be filled in there. The mood was just purely MOOD mode. Not even the mood to be angry was there. I wonder why I should get pissed over my forgetfulness.

Then I headed to the library at Jurong to study AM. Not too bad, made quite some progress today. Just too weird. Stupid students studying are irritating.

Now let me get this straight, is the library a great place to do hanky panky or whatever shit? I didn't think much of it until I was studying and this pair of "KIDS" from RV came and studied in front of me. I'll draw out our positioning.

O T O Girl T nObody
Table T
Me T O Guy T Some Other Dude
- - - - W I N D O W - - - -

Spare the crappy drawing.

Ok, so at abt 2.15pm, I approached the only empty table and sat there and got started on AM. Some Other Dude (SOD) was already there and reading stuff.

I can't remember the time. Then the RV couple came... The guy looks China PR-ish, so I wouldn't pay no attention. Very obviously, they were a couple because they held hands on their entry. Some Maths homework the guy was doing, and the girl was like sleeping on the table.

I remember seeing SOD walk off for awhile. Whatever reason. I occasionally look up to just look out the window for awhile. I have low concentration span, spare me.

On one occasion I just looked up and just saw the RV couple making out. Not that I'm interested or what, I looked up and was like WHAT THE? I'm not here to peep at couples anyway. But can't they do it behind some bookshelf at the back or something? In the open?

Not to mention there was some repair going on with the lamp post beside the library. The worker wouldn't expect to come up and see interesting stuff other than the light bulb he was fixing.

Back on the topic. I saw them and just got back on what I was doing. Bah, who would expect I get so distracted easily by sudden movement. So the next moment I looked up (after awhile), they were done making out. GREAT. I could tell maybe because they were withdrawing, like keeping swords in its sheath. Whatever.

Now this happens quite fast, so the guy just pulls the girl back in and VOILA, sword fight gets back into action. I made that "things getting ugly" expression but I was like "FIAK, get back to work!"

Bah, that really made a trip to the library interesting. Making out in my face? WHAT THE HELL? I wonder how can people be turned on anyway; it's like WTF? Live action in the library? Who would want to make out so publicly (I consider library PUBLIC)? Great fantasies people have. Or maybe it's just the generations nowadays who have developed new love spots. I mean, I remember reading an article about some couple actually having sex at the staircase? Ouch? But New Paper has its ways of getting info anyway. Excellent?

Bah, I'd just conclude a stupid blog entry anyway. If not my blog gets boring? Or is it already?

Sensational news keeps here alive.

So that has nothing meaning anyway. Bah, the day was kind of crap. Maybe I'm just suffering from severe boredom and stress (hur).

Lucky I have finished the first view of AM.

Restarting again.

went as far as to hell.

Oh yea COMM 101 is over.

A short photo post. I tried taking photos.



Jadah. The son of Pastor Geoffrey. Cute right?




Want to know what this is?

The small incident happened 3 weeks ago at Jos' place. I was going to his house. This STUPID COCKROACH WITH GT-WINGS was camping outside his doorstep. It nearly flew at us but we bravely sidestepped it and went into the house. ESCAPE!

So we were in the house for like about half an hour or so when this STUPID COCKROACH CAME INTO THE HOUSE CRAWLING FAST! (Look, I just knew it was the same one, okay?) We went ARGH and ran to the back of the house, before Peihao put it down with a tissue wrapper and his own arm force.

Should be crushed by now.

Jos proceeds to take 7 Habits by Stephen Covey, and SMASH! Down it goes on top of the cockroach. Upon removal of the tissue pack on top, it has a spasm and legs vibrate.

"You know who you messing with, ese?"

We took this cockroach out and wanted to torch it. Using the perfume and lighter, we tried. But the flame was too small and couldn't burn it the way we wanted.

We used thinner (or maybe some other flammable liquid used by Jos' family to repair watches) and poured on it. One cup, and VOOMPH! Flames.

The job done Mafia-style. Maybe we could have left a trail and let it burn till it reached the cockroach.

The carcass was completely cooked inside (the legs gone and all that crap). MAFIA.

That was a pretty lame entry, but HEY IT HAD PHOTOS.

you got your mama's style, but you're yesterday's child to me.

Communication 101 is tomorrow.

I am still in school. It's the first time our class has really bonded in the year. Year 2 was a blast, and we are ending it on a crazy note.

* PANIC for COMM 101*

But it's okay. There were lots of lessons learnt.

Without effort, there wouldn't be Reelity.
Without Reelity, there would be no Royale.
Without Royale, there would be no us.
Without us, there definitely would be no Communication 101.



I haven't made any photo for so long. Photobucket is screwed, so I'm using blogger.

For those coming tomorrow, Jos, Zhaolin, Edd, Clara, THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.

Excitement. Grading is dependent on everything that flows.

I NEED an A.

you know, i'm such a fool for you.

I want to blog but I don't really know what I should say.

I need photos.

Maybe I should come back after exams... 6th Feb?

Communication 101 is coming up.

Hmm.. Maybe a song lyric here.

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Linger - The Cranberries

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn,don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything

I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I'm missing you
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

But I'm missing you
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

But I'm missing you
You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

You know I'm such a fool for you
You've got me wrapped around your finger, ah
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

Mind.

Open your eyes and see the whole picture.
Then you'll know how I learnt this sweet surrender.
Of life's downs, its goods and bads,
And learnt from the experiences that I had.

I'd think I'm fairly naive, ignorant and not understanding.
I hope it doesn't stay this way, it has got to start changing.
While some matters, I take it with a pinch of salt.
Others make me go to a complete halt.

The sizes of these matters completely vary.
Explaining I handle things sometimes unsurely.
I wouldn't go and get stuck halfway, it just don't seem right.
At least I finish what I started, to sleep peacefully through the night.

You may not understand this rhyme, it seems like a whole riddle.
Or you could help me make into a song, complete with a jingle.
It's my expression, from me it was signed.
Leave me be, I'm nearly out of my mind.

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=) Smile for the things you'd know and can do about.

Zoltan!

For the first time in so long, I've clocked 12 hours of sleep! There was only a half-time for lunch for about 30mins, but then I decided to go back to sleep AGAIN.

I still feel tired, maybe I'll sleep early. I'm not at my best as usual, the gastric I'm having is such a pain.

Happy 2007. I suppose it's going to be a better year. I HOPE.